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  Moisture dripped from the slit and slid below the engorged rim. Heat raced up Janae’s face when more liquid spilled from the crown. Unconsciously, she wet her lips.

  “You’re licking your lips.” His lips eased into a tender smile as he moved between her legs. The warm tip pressed sensually against her vulva.

  “Curious.” Janae whimpered. “I want to taste you.”

  “N-next time.” His voice sounded strained. “Can’t let myself think about those pretty lips wrapped around me. Not right now.”

  “Fuck me,” she begged.

  “Are you wet for me, baby? No other man can give you what I can.” Noah moved down her body, pressing small kisses along her skin before placing his face near her wet opening. His tongue pressed against her hardened clit and her body jerked. “Mmmmm,” he moaned just before wrapping his lips around her nubbin and sucking the flesh into his warm mouth. Her toes curled as his hands pushed her legs wider, opening her body to his searing gaze. “Fuck, you taste so damn good. Janae, look at me.”

  Opening her eyes, she caught his gaze. No words could escape her mouth. She was a bundle of nerves, and everything in her prayed Noah would continue.

  “Don’t take your eyes off me.” He smiled. “Nod, if you understand.”

  Head bobbing as if on a string, she finally managed to whisper, “Please.”

  At her plea, Noah’s head dipped again to her quivering pussy. His mouth latched onto her flesh with enough force, she released a squeal in shock. Her hands lifted and covered her mouth to silence the sound.

  “No. Look at me,” Noa demanded from his position between her legs. Once she placed her gaze on his, he went back to work.

  Tears formed in her eyes from the sheer magnitude of the feelings coursing through her body. Even if she wanted to, she wouldn’t have been able to stop her hips from rotating and lifting.

  More.

  She wanted more. His lips and tongue brought her so much pleasure. Within minutes, her body was catapulting toward orgasm. Stomach clenching, toes curling, her mouth opening in a silent scream, her release rushed over her like a tsunami. Did Noah give her a break? No. The man kept licking and sucking and kissing as she went through several aftershocks, her body jerking, and wetness falling from her eyes.

  “No more,” she begged. Her voice was raw and throaty from the strain of holding back her screams. The intensity of her release made her want to curl up in a ball and cry her heart out. She wouldn't though. Noah was in bed with her after all these years. This was one opportunity she wouldn’t let pass her by.

  “You want this? Me?” Noah licked his lips as he shifted his body, aligning it with hers as he lay between her legs.

  “I’ve always wanted you.”

  Noah positioned his thick cock at her entrance and began to sink inside her. She moaned in both pleasure and pain. Her body was still clenching, recovering from her release, and Noah wasn’t a small man. She welcomed the burn as he claimed her body once again.

  He drew in a ragged breath. He stopped, letting out a hoarse grunt.

  Janae gasped in return as he grabbed her ass and shoved into her. His lips swallowed her cry. He rained kisses along her face. “Shhhh, baby. I had to do that. You’re so tight it would have taken forever to get inside you.” He used his thumb to brush away a teardrop at the corner of her eye. She hadn’t realized she’d been crying. He began fucking her in a slow rhythm, plunging inside her with long strokes.

  Janae bit her lips, feeling her walls adjust to the hard cock moving so deep inside. “Feels so good.”

  With long steady thrusts, Noah drove deeper and deeper inside her. A muffled cry tore from the back of her throat. Janae raised her hips in wanton abandon. She was lost in the sensation of being connected with this man.

  “Oh, God, Janae. I can’t slow down, baby.” His face became harsh, and the hand around her waist tightened. Over and over again, he pounded into her. Janae knew there was no going back. Not even an oncoming train could have slowed them down.

  She gripped the sheets, the pillows, Noah’s skin. Whatever was within her grasp to try and brace herself for the sensations rolling through her. “Then d-don’t. Don't ever stop.”

  His eyes darkened. She could hear his breathing grow ragged. “You like this?”

  She clenched her muscles around him again. “Yes!”

  Noah slowed, then sped up his thrusts. White-hot pleasure wended itself around her, burning to a fevered pitch. “Oh God,” she whispered heatedly. Her body shook all over, skin tingling.

  “Beg me to stop. Tell me to pull out before I completely lose my mind.”

  Janae moved her lips, yet the only sound she could manage was a long moan that made his eyes go slant.

  “Say it,” he urged. “Tell me I’m not allowed to come inside you.”

  Her head thrashed. She couldn’t say what he wanted her to. No, she had her own response. “Yes. Yes, Noah. You can. Just stay…inside me.” Wave after wave of pleasure shot through her entire body as her channel tightened around his thick cock.

  He was watching her, his eyes intent and focused on her as her body quivered and tiny gasps escaped from her lips. “My Janae,” he groaned. Suddenly she saw him stiffen. A split second later she felt jets of hot semen pouring into her.

  Janae flushed. She could feel his eyes on her as her body wrung the seed from his shaft. Noah’s lips turned at the corners, a tender smile. He slowed to a languid pace. When Noah finally stopped and pulled back, Janae still couldn’t catch her breath. She felt her lower lips pulsating, begging for more. Everything was so wet and throbbing, she didn’t know what to do.

  After a few minutes, Noah separated from her body and went to the bathroom to grab a warm towel. He took his time wiping her body down, cleaning her body. She heard him reenter the bathroom before turning off the light and walking back toward the bed. Janae managed to ease herself upright and settled her eyes on a scene she could hardly believe. Noah stood, inches from her, stroking his massive shaft and licking his lips as if still savoring her essence. His skin glistened in semi-darkness, each muscle all but dancing as he moved.

  “You ready for me again?” he asked, stroking the full length of his rapidly hardening member.

  Janae nodded. Then she sucked in a breath and braced herself. Noah moved his hips closer to her wet pussy, pushing himself deeper and deeper. With each stroke, she yelped and encouraged him to do more.

  “Fuck me harder!” she demanded. “Right there, baby. Right there, Noah.”

  A thin layer of perspiration appeared on his skin. Noah continued to move his hips, stroking her insides. As Janae’s eyes focused in on his, she felt the power of his steel-like shaft. It was so hard; and at this moment, she decided, Noah’s dick inside of her was the most wonderful feeling in the world.

  She sucked in a breath and closed her eyes. Before she could say anything, he repositioned his body, leaning back on his knees. Holding her by the waist, he aligned her body with his, spreading her wide as her legs wrapped around his waist. “This is what I really want.” In one fluid motion, he slid back inside her hot wetness, so deep ‘til there was no space between them. Her wetness allowed him to slide in with relative ease.

  Her head fell to his shoulders.

  “So sweet. So good,” he whispered.

  Janae’s arms tightened around his back, and her hard nipples pressed against his chest.

  Noah dipped his head and lifted one supple breast. His mouth closed over the delicious peak. His hand rose up to knead her breast, and Janae sighed his name. Noah moaned deep in his throat as he suckled her flesh. The deep, growly sound, so ripe with need, went straight to her core. He freed her breast from his large hand, gathered a fistful of hair around his fingers and plunged to the hilt. In and out, each plunge harder than the last. Her sex clenched, gripping him tight, her liquid heat flowing from her body, coating the thick flesh entering and exiting her body. Ecstasy rolled through her body in
waves as he pushed her legs back, her feet resting on his shoulders. Her mouth opened in a silent scream as Noah’s every thrust threatened to shatter her soul.

  “Goddamn, baby. You feel so good,” Noah grunted.

  Janae wiggled her hips and rode him hard. She twisted to the left, lifting her hips, and ground her body against his. She savored the feeling of his hips driving forward; pushing deeper and deeper inside her. “Fuck. Right there, baby. Oh yes!” She moaned loudly as her body continued to slide against his.

  “You like it?” he asked. “I wanna give it all to you,” he whispered. “I’m so sorry, baby. Never giving you up again. I can’t. I won’t.”

  Janae wiggled her hips some more. “You’d better not. Oh, Noah. Please,” she whimpered.

  “Take it, girl. Handle all this dick. It belongs to you,” he moaned.

  “Oh, shit!” Janae screamed. Her eyes rolled back. Her mouth flew open. “Oh shit, I’m about to come, baby.” Janae couldn’t fathom what she was doing. The only thing she could focus on was the sensation. The feeling. The utter rapture.

  “Take it. Take all of me inside you,” he said with a deep groan.

  Janae grabbed his neck and pulled him closer, unable to hold on any longer. She came hard and fast, exploding her juices all over his massive member. Her clit tingling, Janae leaned back to look at Noah.

  “You didn’t finish.” Her voice was hoarse due to the rawness of her throat.

  “Nah, that was all about you,” he answered.

  “Well, that’s not gonna work at all,” Janae pouted. She pushed against his chest and turned around. “Come on, baby. I know how much you like it.” Before he could respond, Janae moved onto her knees and hiked her hips upward. Without hesitation, Noah moved between her legs and entered her with such force, she had to press down further into the mattress to take the full impact of each stroke.

  “Yes. Come for me baby,” she mewled.

  They moved at a steady pace, with an upbeat rhythm. Janae couldn’t believe this was happening. As Noah’s thickness slid in and out of her with great ease, she got worked up all over again. Soon, a tingling sensation began at the bottom of her feet and started to work its way up her legs. “Oh, fuck,” she cried.

  She felt the tiny tremors rolling off his frame, the sound of his teeth gnashing followed by low moans. His hips worked furiously, determined to push them beyond the brink of ecstasy. Noah grabbed her breasts in his hands, lifting her body to an upright position. He pulled her close to him, her back pressed against his chest as he stroked, his hips punching forward as they both grunted with their oncoming release. Their bodies entwined, Noah released one breast to grab her chin and turn her face to the side. He captured her lips between his own in a hard, searing kiss as he came apart, spilling warmth deep inside her. Even when the aftershocks subsided and the ticking of the wall clock sounded in her ears, the fear Janae expected to feel, failed to return.

  He hugged Janae close and she exhaled. This is what she’d missed. This feeling of contentment flowing through her brought tears to her eyes.

  “Damn girl. You and me… together again. Baby, we’re about to make some new memories this weekend.”

  All she could do was smile. This, she decided, was just the kind of excitement she needed.

  He buried his face in the side of her neck and hugged her close. Janae smiled, a giggle fighting to escape. He kissed the side of her neck. She turned her head, kissing his bare shoulder. This was heaven. Her body was on cloud nine. Even with that, she wanted more.

  “I love you, Janae.”

  She didn’t respond, but she lifted her head to his, catching his lips between her own. Those lips brought her so much pleasure. Soft. Warm. Responsive.

  “I love you so damn much,” he stated again as they broke apart.

  His words were suddenly drowned by a slow ardent kiss as if she were learning the taste of him for the first time. She raised her head from their kiss and gave him a long look, her eyes softening as she stared at him. She hoped he got the message she was sending.

  Forgiveness.

  She felt his pulse increase as their hands began to roam along naked skin. His cock hardened again, thickening against her soft stomach. There was need reflected in his eyes. She knew her gaze reflected the same message. I want you.

  CHAPTER 12

  Noah

  Noah walked into his bland hotel room the next morning. Looking around the space, he snorted derisively. This room was nothing like Janae’s home. At her place, it was warm, homey, welcoming. When he left her this morning, everything in him wanted to crawl back in bed and lay beside her. Last night had been everything he could have hoped for. Being with her, sinking inside of her warm body, and loving her all night. That’s what he’d missed during the last few years.

  Sitting on the edge of his bed, he placed his forearms on his thighs as he thought about everything that happened in the past few days. He’d discovered he had a child, realized the woman he loved all those years ago, still loved him in return, and wanted to change his entire life to be with them. The only problem was, his life today was still the same as it was back then. Nothing had changed for him. He would still have to go away on missions, and his life was constantly in danger. There was still the possibility he’d go on a mission and never return. Not of his own choosing, but due to an enemy bullet.

  How could he put Janae and Nicole through something like that? That was the reason he’d left in the first place. His life was not easy. His world was hard. There were times when men he’d known for years held off on getting married, raising a family, only to get to a point when they felt things were moving in the right direction. They’d finally make a choice to open themselves up to the future they’d been so afraid of, only to leave their wife a widow and their child without a father.

  He was one of those men, or at least he had been before this weekend. But now, everything had turned on its head. A ding alerted him of a text message coming through. It was from Janae.

  “Good morning.”

  A broad smile came over his face as he looked at her message. “Good morning, Beautiful,” he texted back.

  “I was sorry you left before I woke up.”

  He didn’t want to leave but had to follow the rules. “I didn't want to leave. But we agreed, it was best not to confuse Nicole.”

  “Still, I missed not having you by my side when I woke up this morning.”

  “One day we’ll be able to fix that. What are you up to today?”

  Noah looked at his phone as he waited for Janae to respond to his question. He hoped she would say nothing. He wanted to invite himself over to her house to spend more time with her and Nicole. Even if she said they already had plans, he would be at her house this afternoon, enjoying her company, getting to know his daughter better. Maybe life had given him a second chance. He walked away from her once, and now he had an opportunity to start over. Her response finally came through.

  “Church.”

  Noah's brow worked in confusion. Janae’s one-word response raised all types of red flags. “Going to call you.” Dialing her number, he stood from the bed and began pacing as he waited for her to pick up. As soon as she answered, he jumped in, “Do you not want to go to church?”

  “It's not that I don't want to go.”

  Noah heard her sigh on the other side of the line and knew there was more to the story. “Okay. Then what's the problem?”

  She sighed again before answering his question. “After yesterday's confrontation with Sharon, I'm positive we’ll be the number one topic of the church busybodies. Everyone will want to know just who you are, where you came from, and why you’re here. I don't want to deal with the questions or the innuendo. It's no one's business who the father of my child is.”

  He wished a motherfucker would say another word to Janae about him or their daughter in his presence. “No, it isn't. You dealt with this on your own for too many years. Why do you
think it's an issue today?” Noah continued to pace. He knew why today was so different for Janae. Only thing is, he wanted her to say it. He needed her to admit things had changed now that he'd returned. It wasn't like he was going away anytime soon.

  He knew she probably had a small amount of doubt and concern about their future. It would take time for her to settle into their new way of living. He would prove that he wasn't going anywhere. That he was truly meant to be with her and Nicole. While he sure as hell didn’t expect to live in Jacksonville for the rest of his life, Noah hoped he’d be able to convince Janae that moving to Northern Virginia was in the best interests of their small family.

  Janae’s defeated tone pulled him back to the conversation. “You just don't understand. If only you knew how much I had to put up with from those people in that church. All the people who judged me. The ones who questioned my morals under a veil of saving my soul. I could almost feel the anger and disappointment they sent my way simply because I was an unwed mother. It almost broke me.”

  Noah’s stomach clenched at her words. He could almost feel how much it hurt her to go through this alone. “What time is church?”

  “Why?”

  “Because I'm coming with you.”

  “No, no, no. We're not doing this today. I don't want you to be the focus of their attention. I know how to handle then. If anyone comes to me with any stupid comments, I can ignore them. I've done it before. It's okay Noah, you don't have to rescue me today.”